November 12, 2008

Dear Friend,

Ok so i don't have anything that makes me happy when I'm having a bad day, at least thought wise. When I have a bad day I stay away from everyone because I get really mean and sometimes I cry. The only thing that can cheer me up is usually my best friend. She always talks about all the crazy times we've had says stupid funny things. So I guess thinking about all those things make me happy on a really bad day, but i don't ever think about them until she gets to my house.
Since were talking about bad days lets keep the negative thing going. So my aunt and I pretty much hated each other after my parents divorce. This lovely event happened when I was eight and the one thing that brought me and this lady together was drugs and alcohol. My older sister got addicted to drugs and my aunt loved sayin what a bad kid she was. She blamed it on my mom and the divorce and ugh you have no idea what hell this woman was until the alcohol. Her son decided to tell her what bitch she was and chugged a bottle in front of her. He began drinking heavily and she realized it sucked having a addicted for a child. After swallowing her pride she apologized to my family and we all got through both addictions together! Now we put up with each other and even have a real conversation every now and then.
Addictions suck! But they seem to be a thing to get into when things just aren't going your way. The one thing i turned to when my life was tumbling down was ecstasy. I hated school, my parents, life in general. Ecstasy turned it all around for me. I started going to school on it, my grades went up because i was gooing to school, and i even went home now and then! Sounds like the best thing ever huh? Well no I was basically helping people get drugs to do my work and only went home to get my parents off my back. When i finally saw my sister crash hard on drugs it opened my eyes and i quit. Thank god i learned from her otherwise I have no idea what would of happened to me. I really straightened out my life and I love it now!!

Love Always,

Kaydence

November 5, 2008

Dear Friend,

If i could give my best friend a CD right now it would have these songs on it...
The Boys are Back-HSM3
Right Now-Akon
So What-Pink
Walk Away-Paula DeAnda
Best Thing-Usher
Heaven Sent-Keyshia Cole
Mad-Ne-Yo
Take A Bow-Rihanna
Torn-Le Toya
The Boys are Back-HSM3
I would call this CD "Muffin's Boy Mix"
The first and last song are "The Boys are Back" because when we saw this movie it was just like us. We grew up together and always did everything together and college split us but were always together! It's kind of our theme song now! When we saw the movie she looked at me and said, "this is us" and has been stoked about it since.
I would want this CD to help her get through her boy problems right now. We always listen to love songs when were sad, kinda dumb but, so the middle ones are all break up and songs like that. But "The Boys are Back" in the beginning and at the end would just reassure her that she always has me and I'll always be here, unlike stupid boys! I want her to know she can get through anything and I'll be there to help her even though I know she is strong enough to do it alone.


My family is hard to describe but 5 of them that are easy would be...
My little sister is quick witted.
My Grandpa is the most opinionated man in the whole world!
My older sister is THE drama queen.
My Saint bernard is WAY cooler then Bethoveen.
My Grandma is literally an angel!!

Love always,

Kaydence